Wilder Girls

I'd heard such good things about this book, which often leads to disappointment because rarely do books live up to the hype for me. This book was no exception. This book started off really strong and I thought it would almost live up to the hype (meaning a 4 star book for me rather than the 5 stars everyone else seemed to give it), but unfortunately, this book didn't play out like I'd hoped it would.

I really enjoyed the beginning of this book. I was super intrigued by all the different manifestations of the Tox on the girls and thought the way it was written was very interesting. I liked the split perspective and getting to see the outside world (both just beyond the fence and further out, to the non-contaminated population). I thought the dynamics between the girls was really interesting and was interested in finding out what was gonna happen.

Unfortunately, about 3/4 of the way through, things just started deteriorating. There was an f/f romance that I wanted to love, but there was no build-up to their relationship and the chemistry between the characters was incredibly lacking given that they kind of seem to hate each other throughout the entire book (even after they get together). It felt like the author just threw it in there for brownie points almost, because it didn't really feel necessary either and didn't fit with anything that was happening with the rest of the plot.

I also found this to be one of those books that leaves you with more questions than answers, which is something I hate when I'm reading a book. I'm okay with certain things being left to the reader's imagination, but so many of the explanations for things that happened in this book were either done halfheartedly or just weren't explained at all, and I find that so frustrating. The explanations for things were so unsatisfying, and that was my biggest disappointment with this book.

I also thought the ending was so abrupt and unfinished. I literally finished this book saying "are you kidding me?" when it ended. I get that the author was trying to leave some things to the reader to determine what happened after the story ended, but it almost felt like the author got lazy and just decided she was done writing because it kind of made no sense. I wanted more and was sorely disappointed.

Overall, this book started off strong and then went downhill for me. I can't really recommend this book like other people can because I was left incredibly unsatisfied with it. YMMV.

TW: gore, body horror, graphic violence, self harm, animal death, parental death, death, suicide, suicidal ideation, chemical gassing

THIS WAS INCREDIBLE.

This book reads like BUTTER...…

Moldy, rotten, disgusting butter, but butter nonetheless. The butter in the back of the fridge that's been there for god knows how long. The butter with a year's worth of various shades of toast crumbs mingling in it. THAT butter.

If that imagery makes you squeamish, then please DO NOT pick up this book because I assure you, you will not be able to make it past 10 pages. But if you are like me and find grotesque, cringey imagery in stories absurdly entertaining to a near sado-masochistic extent, then hear me out.

Wilder girls is a tale of an isolated boarding school of girls off the coast of Maine whose inhabitants have contracted an unprecedented plague called the Tox. The disease manifests differently for each girl - some girls develop painful unrelenting sores, scales of hardened skin, fish gills, extra bones that tear through their bodies, flesh that falls off like wallpaper, etc. In all cases there are "flare-ups" of the disease that are extremely painful episodes that most often lead to either death or disfigurement. The main heroine, Hetty, and her classmates are held at the school to fend for themselves in quarantine until a cure can be developed. Their days are spent in constant vigilance as they defend themselves against rabid plague-ridden animals and fellow students turned feral, while trying to survive off of pitiful rations of food. But things aren't as they seem, and when best friend Byatt mysteriously vanishes, Hetty will sacrifice all that she has to face the treachery of the island to bring her back. In the process, she uncovers hidden secrets that alter the fate of her and her classmates forever.

The pacing of this book is sublime. There are no lulls, no dawdling, no chances for your eyes to wander. It's fast-paced, well constructed, perfectly balanced, which makes it an addictive page-turner. The style of the writing is succinct and easy to digest and you gulp down pages like it's nothing. All the while it effectively creates this paranoid, unsettling atmosphere that gives you chills and makes you itch vicariously. The characters are fleshed out to the point that we care about them but they are still shrouded in mystery. We don't have them all figured out, which adds to the tension. All in all, a powerfully visceral, captivating read with an ending that is anything but conventional. What more can you ask for?

Beware. Wilder Girls will draw you in, softy whispering tendrils creeping through your mind and thorny vines entangling your heart and capturing it completely in this beautiful, eerily dark and haunting, yet hopeful book.

The cover is the first thing to be noticed. With it’s gorgeous yet subtly unsettling artwork, it will immediately catch your eyes.

These unforgettable characters live and breathe on the page, from Hetty’s stubborn unwillingness to give up on Byatt, to Reese’s sharpness and burning hair. The chapters narrated by Byatt were heartrending. Even minor characters felt brought to life. The girls’ struggle to stay alive in the treacherous shadowy place their lives had become was darkly fascinating, as was the tension between obvious bonds and caring between all the girls, yet also a mentality of everyone being willing to do whatever it takes to survive.

Not only the plot and the characters shine in this book. Rory Power’s writing gleams and shimmers, able to shift from flowery introspective prose to heart-pounding action scenes.

This book wouldn’t have been hurt by another few hundred pages. Unfortunately, it is as of now, a standalone, we will have to make do with the ending we were given, which is just as beautiful and captivating as the rest of the book. Although open-ended, it is a satisfying close to the tale. I think we will just have to assume that all turns out well for our beloved wilder girls.

Thanks to Bookishfirst for providing me with a copy of this book. All opinions are my own.