Middle-Grade Review: Louder Than Hunger by John Schu

In this novel in free verse, Jake is struggling as middle school progresses. He views himself as “different”, and kids in his school often give him a hard time about his interests or the way he dresses. He loves being with his grandmother, with whom he shares a passion for Broadway musicals, and would rather read to older residents of a retirement home than hang out with children his own age. He has a very loud voice in his head that tells him that if he doesn’t eat, he will get smaller, and his problems won’t be as bad, especially if he can manage to disappear. He has lost a lot of weight, and his mother, who struggles with depression herself, is worried. His grandmother is, as well, but has her own health struggles. He’s managed to hide his weight a bit by wearing overalls with big sweaters over them, but when he finally visits a doctor, he is admitted to an in patient treatment facility. As much as he wants to disappear, he is not fond of being in the facility and losing his freedom. He doesn’t want to talk about his feelings, and balks at having to eat anything, since he knows he will gain weight. When an exam reveals that his heart rate has been affected by his weight loss, he must stay in a wheelchair. There are a few bright spots, like meeting Kella, who is in the outpatient program. The two have some shared interests, and like to talk, but Kella is improving and soon doesn’t come to the facility. Jake is intractable, and struggles with the doctors who want to see him improve. He is granted some day passes, but he still cannot deal with the challenges of having to eat food. His grandmother dies, and this is a devastating blow. He feels that there is no one else who really understands him, but he does have conversations in his mind with Frieden, a statue in a park near his grandmother’s house. He eventually starts to find some things to look forward to, and his love of books, music, and the theatre give him a reason to fight for his own survival. Once he is released from full time treatment, it is still a process to become healthy again.