YA Review: Stepping Off (Jordan Sonnenblick)

About this book:

Jesse Dienstag’s favorite sweatshirt says, “The real world isn’t real.” That’s the slogan of the vacation-home community in Pennsylvania where his family has always spent every vacation and weekend for as long as he can remember. In the summer of 2019, as Jesse is about to enter his junior year of high school in New York City, he desperately wants to believe the slogan is true. For one thing, the two girls he loves — equally and desperately — are in Pennsylvania, and all the stresses and pressures of his daily life and school are in New York.

But when his parents stop talking to each other, it gets harder and harder for Jesse to maintain his dream life in Pennsylvania. And when Covid shuts New York City down in March 2020 just days after Jesse’s mother leaves his father, Jesse’s worlds collide.

*Review Contributed by Karen Yingling, Staff Reviewer*

Sonnenblick always does such a fantastic job of writing young adult books that also speak to middle grade sensibilities, and is one of the few authors writing realistic, sometimes humorous fiction for adolescent males. I think that adults forget how all encompassing the desire for romantic entanglements is in high school, but Sonnenblick has not. Jesse’s attraction to both girls is real, compelling, and utterly confusing to him. Getting a whiff of Chloe’s hair can almost make him faint. He doesn’t want to hurt either girl, but likes them both equally. This will sound all too familiar to high school readers, and will be a tantalizing peek at the future for middle school ones.

Jesse has other interests, of course. He works at the Tall Pines recreation center and is very sweet with Ava’s sister Annie. He plays guitar, and composes songs for his friends, some more successful than others. He attends a very competitive math and science school, and the depiction of his grades falling when he is struggling with family issues is all too realistic.

The family issues are something I would love to see come into play a lot more in realistic fiction. Young people spend a lot of time with their families, and when things are stressful, it can affect every aspect of their lives. It’s good to see that Ava does take some solace in being with Jesse and Chloe after her mother’s death, and also that Jesse and his sister are able to remain friendly when their parents are squabbling. Jesse’s grandparents felt so utterly real to me, and their experience during the pandemic was painfully close to home.

The best part of this book might just be the portrayal of life during the COVID-19 pandemic. I’ve read several books set during that time, but none of them seemed quite right. Perhaps it was too soon. When Jesse describes the days at school leading up to Friday, March 13 as having “a weird, day-before-Christmas-if-Christmas-were-a-nuclear-holocaust vibe in the air”, that’s exactly what it felt like to me. I didn’t see anyone in person for months, and didn’t hang out in stained sweatpants, but somehow Jesse’s pandemic felt very much like my own. The fact that we were involved in his life for quite a while before the pandemic hit made the contrast all the more poignant.

I’ve been a fan of Sonnenblick’s ever since Notes from a Midnight Driver, which is about the same age as Jesse now, and never quite believe that the books are as good as they are. How can they be such a fantastic mix of “awkward multiplied by heartbreak” and still be so funny? I don’t know, but I am glad to see this new title, and will hope for many, many more.

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